Can you remember how was your life like 5 years ago? You may remember some incidents but can you still recall the mood, the thoughts, the emotions that you had at the time? Chances are, now you won’t look at it the same way you did at that moment. It is because we grow.
Time turns hair grey,
time matures the mind,
time reforms our thoughts,
time strengthens the weak heart,
time also sweeps away our purity which might seem childish.
It is all part of the growing process.Or I should use the word ‘experience’ rather than ‘time’. I was having a nostalgic moment when I read old blog posts of mine and my close friends. We have stopped blogging for almost 5 years. Reading back about things we blogged about and our thoughts, we wonder ‘Was that really me who wrote about all these?‘ The answer is yes and no. Or I can say ‘It was you but it is not you.’ We realized that we’ve grown so much during the 5 years that we couldn’t recognize our old self. Memories were swept away by the wind, they fade, until one day they are cleared or deleted by our mind and we couldn’t recall anymore. We move on. Day by day. We change. We grow. A little at a time but a lot in years.
This memory keeper, is our blog, or our diary. Where we spilled our thoughts and stories. It recorded the exact moment we were in, reminding us who were we at that time. Blogging was a trend back then for a few years, then most of our peers slowly abandoned their blogs, writing fewer and fewer posts, until it came to an end.
My friend’s last blog post was 5 years ago. Showing her some of the things she wrote or posted back then, she disbelieve that she actually wrote those things. She was embarrassed about how childish we were and how unrestricted we were to write whatever we like, we hate; the way we wanted it to be without considering much. We will never do that now. I feel that we were so pure and simple back then, when we were a teenager. Life used to be much simpler. It becomes complex when we grow older. I was going back in time via the blog posts, smiling about our simpler minds, so cute. I think we shouldn’t feel embarrassed, we should accept who we were, these are all part of the growing process.
5 years of detaching from our blog, if we are not keeping a diary, then this 5 years might be the memories which will be forgotten. Photos might bring back some memories, but much of our thoughts will not be remembered. So keep a diary, update your blogs often. You will be amazed by your own evolution when you looked back.
If I could go back in time. 5 years ago, tonight, might be one of the best time of my life.
ByEunice. 4Mar15. 3am.